So I decided to take a break from xanga. I think I will start back updating now, well actually later because I have to go to work soon.

Ok, my weekend...was .....well it opened my eye's. I'll just leave it at that. Reality's a bitch sometimes, but u know, its wack to keep complaining about the bad things in life, when i guess i need to be happy, and be glad to just be alive...because you know, i didnt have to wake up this morning. I'm so blessed, and it took for me to go home and see my family to realize that. I mean, some people lives are so much harder.

Church yesterday....WOW...ok. ( the music critic in me)---well..the song selection was ...well...i didnt to much like them...well..that could because...i didnt know the words to a lot of the songs they sung...but they was krunk as usual...and sounded really really good. The sermon...was reallly good. I end up going to the 12 o clock service instead for the 9...because i didnt wake up till 8:15...so i my family..left me..but they were late anywaz...so i went by my self...at 12...it was kewl though...

OK.gotta go.. Justin just called me for lunch..and i forgot what time is was...i'll write more later

be blessed...smile...eat good..

"Love is the best and the worst of someone. It can make you feel like you're in Heaven or it can make you feel like you in Hell. It can bring the best out of someone or it can bring the worst out of someone. Love can make you happy but Love can also make you sad. It can make a person do things they never imagined themselves doing. It can make you have thoughts that you never thought you would have. The worst part of Love is the chance that you just might loose the person you Love. The heart is one thing that can be broken, and never seem to find a way to heal itself. The best part of Love is when you find that special person that will take your Love and hold it like the precious thing that it is, and in return give their Love to you. It's not how much you Love a person that determines how long that Love will last, it's what you do with that Love that really matters. It's how you show that Love that you charish it and will never intentionally do anything to hurt that special person who gives you their Love. Love is only a word, it's what you have behind that Love that counts. It's not easy to Love, but I know it's worth the trouble and the pain. "